Once again, im wondering, and questioning, thinking and not trusting

I cant help to wonder, why he keeps on deleting all the proofs.
The only thing, that makes sense, is if hes hiding something. But why would he be hiding anything, and what is it hes hiding?
Cheating? Is that is? Am i there once again, letting my heart get crushed under the feet of another heartless boy?
If thats the case, Im out.

I just hope, its not. Because i dont want to end this already, im in love, like never before. And ask anyone in my surrounding, im happy.
I am actually, happy.