Day 2

Char arrived last night, and god, we've already done so much crap, its not even funny. Its 5 am right now, and i was just going to bed when i thought of you guys. I should be writing this stuff down, because me and char, always end up doing crazy, stupid stuff.

First of all, when she arrived, at 2 pm yesterday, we went to buy our first drink. Especially, since shes used to the laws in america, you know... 21 thing. And i guess we didnt get enough to drink at the airport, so when we got to my place, the first thing we did, was driving the car, downtown, to get another one, at a bar. And it was fucking monday night...

Today, we actually chilled with a coffee downtown, walked around, looked at some clothes and stuff, to later on go home and get ready. Now, this is were the fun part starts.
We took a couple of drinks, of my brand new bottle of vodka. We went to our friends house, and the bottle was empty by the time we left. And lets not forget, we smoked hookah too. Yes, i do have my very own hookah now, which, i also bought today.
After the pre-party, our plans was to go to a club, but we somehow, ended up in the middle of no-where, at the beach.
And you know those drinks, the sex on the beach, well, now i can proudly say, ive really tried it, and im not talking about the drink.
Char almost got down and dirty too. But, the only problem was, her date has a girlfriend, and he wants to be faithful to her. Totally cool, char will find somebody else.
On our way back, we ended up in a fight. Me and char, we were watching, while the guys were hitting. Kind of exciting.

So, ive got one more juicy detail for you guys. i drank, and i did not get home by bus...

And I just cant wait, for the next 22 days to come <3

Kind of wanna rip my head of

So ive had bad luck when it comes to love before, but that cant mean theres no good guys out there. I know, there is a prince, on a white horse, with a GPS with my address on it.
The question is, if ill ever learn to trust that one.

Thank you Dan. Thank you very much. You totally fucked me up. You had my trusting you, like ive never been hurt before. You had me doing things, like ive never been afraid. I gave you my all, to find you giving me nothing back.

So now, here i am. Believing all guys, will be just like you.
Believing, they will let me down, leave me for another dirty whore.
You fuckhead. Seriously.

And i keep on telling myself,
my prince,
wont treat me like the others did.
Because he will care, about me,
and ill be his princess.

But what if, my prince,
tells me the same lies?
They might not be lies,
but how would i know,
when my experience,
tells me,
they are.

Oh god. I just need to shut up and stop thinking.

In need for another one

I could refer the headline, to so many things right now. Like, another vacation, another drink... another sandwish or, another man.

Sunny beach, was as perfect as it could be. Cheap, sunny, hot and great parties with great people. So cheers to the pearl in Bulgaria. And i def just want to go back. Because whats here? Hm. Nothing. Ive got nothing.

Last night, it was IN on schedule, and some Vincent, drinks, and a big slap for You - well, nothing went as planned. Of course, because thats always how it is when it comes down to me, timing and luck.

But i have to admit, I might be falling for another ass again. God damn it.