And the beat goes IN IN IN

With four hours of sleep, red bull and some vodka i made it through another night at IN. 

Great times, with great people. 

You know what i hate about club nights? It's the walking home part. You're just so tired and damn, it feels like Malmo is on the other side of the world. But last night, was bad - but not as bad. Hours of waiting for buses and trains, and hours of talking on the phone with Him, falling asleep to his voice. Which is the best part of the worst.

Today I've been enjoying my hang over with a movie and some fast food. Probably gained about 10 pounds this weekend. All drunken-food-needs and alcohol consuming is not the best for someone who watches her weight. 

And it was a weekend that i wont remember,

with people I'll never forget. 

I want you to lay me down in a bed of roses...

It looked like last night was going to be nothing worth, and it turned out so good. I dont know how i always do it, but somehow i manage to make things happen.

From work,

to an engagement-party to IN. And fuck there was many people i knew at IN last night, and guess what. Remember when i told you guys there's something missing about IN? Well, there's not anymore. And i think im falling in love. But schh... Don't 

tell anyone. 

So cheers for the best club ever created. And Cheers for My Birthday Girl!

Chicago summer 08

and

Malmö summer 09 <3

It's you and me Char. 

Forever and ever.

What to do, what to do. 

I was in town before school today and seriously, there's nothing worth buying when it comes to clothing. So i guess I'll be going naked saturday night. Think the security guard will let me in? Think my friends will let me out? Na... Not really. So im on a mission impossible. 

Thats alright though. Because who handles an impossible mission better than Missy? Hm. Exactly.

I said you can have whatever you like,

Late night sex, so wet and so tight

Living in DK

Wow. I've never realized how expensive it is to live at a hotel for a longer time until now. 

Between the 5th november to the 26th i'll be living in CPH for a project work and i have to be the one who finds the living. And since its school who pays, it has to be somewhat cheap. 

Any suggestions?

Ive been searching FOREVER. And since that fucking sensation white event is held the 15th almost all hotels are unavailable. Wtf is that? 

Four days to go.

I got this message on my phone saying, "Tonight its Etage (a club), come and join us on a Monday to celebrate the new week". Well, im sure thats the right way to start tuesday. NOT. 

It was one thing going out on Mondays during summer break, because, hello, its summer break! But when its school the day after - its a big no no. Not even a party princess would do that. Its just stupid and it messes with your grades. 

And The Malmo Festival is over, gone, the fair has ended for this year. But Im disappointed, very mucho. Not because its over, because it sucked. This year have def. been the worst year so far when it comes to stands, rides and music. Too many people and not enough to do. I give the fair a D. Its not failure, only because the Donuts still rock my world. Congrats! You guys did something right.

To one thing to another, its only three more days until weekend and weekend means what? PAAAAARTY. Drink it up. And this one, 

I'm singing,

We're gonna party like its your birthday,

We're gonna zip bacardi like its y

our birthday...

You find me in da club.

IN turns 12 and Sofie turns 19. Lucky you :) 

Incase you wanted to know...

This is The Dream Guy. FUCK he's good.

And have you seen him Dance?

Gah! 

Now we're talking.

Sunday - birth control and still fighting that cold

Sleeping, watching movies, listening to music. Zippin leftovers from last night, talking gossip on the phone with my BF, doing everything a sunday should include in everyones life. And im loving it. 

Not so fantastic is the fact that im still sick and i sound like a 60 year old smoker. But some drugs before i say goodnight and I'll be fine tomorrow morning.

Another thing i thought of today, speaking of pills. I used to be on birth control, yes, now everyone knows! Seriously though, i stopped and I've never felt this wonderful before. I guess i have, before i started with B.C - but i mean, i just can't remember how it was like. I feel happy, confident and i want That all the time. 

So screw birth control - and not with it. 

There's something about you,

how your feet move,

your body rollin,

touching.

There's something i can't forget,

what i can't get over,

something new,

about you.

Expensive night for sure. But oh.. its only papers with numbers.

Fuck how it rained this morning. It was hell getting home from the club. I was cold, wet and tired. 

I lost my G. watch, my keys and yes, my money. I shrug my shoulders for it though, shit happe

ns and i had fun. Material things are easy to get new ones of. 

My legs, they hurt! Ouch we danced. And ouch we danced a little bit too much, a little bit too crazy. But what is a night without feeling totally beaten up waking up in the morning? It's a proof of not giving it your all. 

So on our way home i realized why Muslims wear their "cover thing" here in Sweden. Its the perfect protection against rain. And it always rains here. Good one you guys, i might consider joining your religion. 

We were at IN, a club in DK, yea you know all about it, i know. Its a badass place and the night always ends up being successful. And guess who's going next weekend? ME :) And all my girls too. Sofies birthday, the 30th. 

Dancing, drinking, partying, going crazy, flirting, meeting strange people and just rockin. The keywords of IN.

But oh yea, there's one missing...

This one goes out to you Dad.

I love you. 

And get well soon. 

Can't stand having you at the hospital, so far away.

Stupid cars...

You must have a pretty god damn good

Guardian Angel.

School and some other yadayada about Friday

Another day in hell have past by. Actually, school is not That bad. But its still school with boring teachers and annoying freshmen. The fact that the weather sucks, i feel sick and we don't actually have a building to be in - makes it worse. 

But with awesome friends, its pretty easy to make it through anyways.

Enough about that. And more about Tomorrow. I cant stop talking about it. Why? Well, its just a regular friday with partying at night. Its just that its been a while since i was a

ble to go out. I mean, really go out. Do the whole, pre-party and after-party thing. So im going all in tomorrow. 

Im planning on buying some new fresh clothes, some new liquor to drink and why not That too. It will be an awesome night. 

I'll practice my bartender skills, do my two step and party like a ROCKSTAR.

See you at The Dance Floor.

Friday Night. Fridayyyyy, friday. FRIDAY! Alright, so its only 2 more days left. And i feel that i can handle it. I can do it. Because, we're gonna have the time of our lives friday night. 

I had no school today, pretty bad ass. Then i bought i new cell phone, just for fun. I like it, its cool and im very excited about having two ^^ 

Ill be back later to update more. Im just so excited about life right now. I need to go out, run a bit, scream a bit - do whatever i feel like. Because thats what ive decided to do more of. 

What I want.

Mamma Mia

...here i go again. My my, how could i resist you? 

As you know, school started again and im back as a school girl. But, for the last time. Well, except college. But thats another thing, right? 

Im so excited about Friday night, you have NO idea! Me and Sofie are so going out to shake it, shake it, shake it. What im not so excited about is tomorrow morning. Getting up at 6 is just not my thing. But whatever, a girl gotta do what she gotta do. 

So this movie, Mamma mia, its just... wow it makes me think, think of everything. And it reminds me of love - duh, its a love movie. Seriously though, it gives me a little bit of hope that its not over yet. That true love might be somewhere out there. But it also reminds me of the fact that theres no stressing about finding it. You can be 50 and still fall in love. So maybe i should just get over myself, move on and keep living my happy single life. Because i gotta admit, its pretty fun being able to do anything without having anyone complaining about it. But then... i miss having someone around. Someone how you know will be there when you open the door coming home from work. Someone that you share everything with and that you know loves you at your worst. 

I miss being in that situation where everything is ok, as long as you have him. 

True love. I've had it, I've lost it, I'll find it again. 

Last night out. School at 2 p.m

School is no longer out for the summer. Its back, and im not ready to face the last year out of 13. I wanna keep the summer going forever and ever. Speaking of forever, Chris Brown singing Forever hit the number 1 on The Voice Tv today. 3rd was Just Dance... But she'll make it to the top as well, i know it. 

Alright. Tonight its going down as the last night out until the hard life begins again. Today we're gonna party at the Festival right here, downtown. There's gonna be tons of people though. Smashed and hot, thats the true Festival feelings. 

And im so buying Donuts. And we're so competing about who licks their lips last.  And im so gonna win. 

They're all loosing it at the beach tonight. Everyone, except me.

Beach Rave in Klagshamn, and i turned it down. Yes, I did. Why? Hah... good question. But i must say i dont regret it - not yet. Because when your as wiped out as i am right now, sitting at home with some comfortable clothes on is pretty nice. But dont think thats all ive been doing tonight. Oh no. 

Private party in Malmo, is something i usually take as the last option. But today i actually wanted to just drink, chill and be with the people i love. Plus, now i have some new friends ;) Seriously though, i had fun

tonight. 

We sang songs, took shots, talked and spilled stuff all over. Poor guy who lives there. I feel bad for him, so wanna see his face tomorrow morning. Hah...

But now its time for another saturday night to come to its end. I need sleep. I need my bed. And i so need sleep and so much my bed. 

Goodnight all you party people. And we're all excited about tomorrow night. Barbecue at The beach, unless rain. 

Bounce

What to do a friday night when you have to get up at 6 in the morning? Let me tell you. 

Get a drink, eat some good food, listen to music and feel it. Even though you might not be able to go out, you can still have your own little party. And thats exactly what im doing tonight. 

When beat goes boom, i get low. 

And when the time is running out, i finish it off and hit the bed. 

And tomorrow morning, will be so much easier. 

Bonus, 

enough of these nights will make me rock the dance floor at the clubs. 

One more day until weekend. But as usual, i wont be able to enjoy it that much. Because i work, as always. 

But anyways, I'll make sure ill take time to at least visit the Festival in Malmo once

, that starts tomorrow. I love that Festival, its just bad ass. 

Music, food, people. My kind of place. See you there.

The deepest love.

It’s when I can’t decide between hi or hello.

It’s when the impossible is to say goodbye, even if I have to go.

 

It’s when reality is better than dreaming,

It’s when sleep looses its meaning.

 

It’s when a touch is more than just a touch,

It’s when a simple word changes things – sometimes even too much.

 

It’s when love takes over,

And when I have the strength to just stay sober.

 

It’s when I see you,

And all I’m thinking,

Is I do.

You find me in da bed.

No, not in the dirty way. I just think i've been waring myself out a bit. I feel like theres a cold coming on and i guess, its time to rest. 

And whats better than a really good movie, a nice big comfortable bed with a big cup of hot chocolate when youre feeling sick? Not much. Id say, impossible to beat. 

So guess what im doing tonight =) 

You find me in da club

So last night turned out being pretty good. I was deathly tired and exhausted, but Sofie convinced me to go out anyways. 

We did and we stayed until 3 in the morning. Not too bad, despite the fact that Sofie had to work at 3.30. 

And i realized a few things. Clubs are for enjoyment, being with your friends, drinking, having fun, flirting without any intentions of anything else but boosting confidence. Clubs are not a dating spot, its not where you meet your future husband - its a place for a one night scandal and nothing else. 

And sometimes i wonder what we're running on. Must be something good.

To go, or not to go - that is the question.

Once again its monday and since its summer break, that club - etage, is open for +18. Its pretty good i guess, since its normally +21 on mondays and like... +25 on the weekends. Another things is, thats its free. But still, do i want to go or do i not want to go? I guess its not really about wanting and not wanting. Its more about, if i have the energy to do it. 

First of all, i work all day - leaving in 5 min. Second of all, i have to take a cab home from the club whenever we decide to leave. And im kind of sick of paying +300 just to get home. IT SUCKS!

But we'll see, ill decide later on. 

Hm. 

Another one of Those nights.

Id have to say, the way my night started i would've never though it would end the way it did. I hoped, but thats it. 

Work work work. No friday night party for me... Depressing, yes. Very. Especially since i was in such a party mood when i walked by all those bars with people all dressed up on my why home from work. And i got home crazy late and had to get up crazy early. 6 a.m it was shower time and another long ass day of work work work. And the customers today just sucked! They all seemed to be pissed of and just rude. So when i left, i had a very hard time to decide if i wanted to go home and complain about my day, or go out and have fun.

The choice for me was obvious.

Its time to paaarty. 

Well, the only problem was that no one else seemed to make the same choice as i. BORING. But i wouldnt let that stop me, hell no. Pre-party at 7-eleven with Vincent, and some food at my friends resturant in cph was the deal - and he was supposed to come with after work... which he did not. So once again, home or club...club or home. And just a reminder, by this time ive been standing up for 12 hours straight and 18 hours of awake time. 

Anyways, i ended up at IN. I told you clearly before, i was NOT going there this weekend. Things changed and there i was. Bad ass me, didnt have to show my id. YES! The security guard finally recognized me. Next, half of in entrance and Sweet prices in the bar - even though IN always have sweet prices on their stuff. Thats how they roll and thats the way i like it. 

Def. one of the best nights at IN and i do not regret i went - which all of you should! But the cab home, ouch. That hurt and im feeling broke. 

New job. Yes, please.

I should not complain. My friends are looking like maniacs for a job, and they'd take anything. And here i am, good pay, nice boss and great work - but still i decided to look for another one. 

Ive been looking around for available positions at different apartment stores and big chains but all i seemed to find was this; 

Seriously. Theres nothing out there.

Countdown. Friday tomorrow

Not that this weekend is anything to look forward to. I have to work all friday and all sat. So guess whos gonna be sick and tired of everything sat night? ME. 

But theres always the movies, got some free tickets leftover that i could use up. Theres pubs and theres private parties - that usually arent as wild as clubs. 

But then theres IN, the one and only in Cph. I could use one or two nights there. Maybe not this weekend, maybe not right now. Maybe... when things are different and people have changed. 

Busy busy busy. No time to think. Cant have no time to think. Bad. Keep being busy. Busy.

Yesterday was great. We actually did a lot in a few hours. We made it to the coffee shop, where we had some coffee - of course... And we took a walk after that, decided to play pool for an hour (And yes, im still undefeated=). When we were done with that we took the car and drove by a friends house, who had some people over. Sofia rocked Guitar Hero! At around 1.30 in the morning we went back to my place, made some cookies - to eat them for late night dinner. Pretty sweet, i must say. 

And since i feel i need to keep my mind busy for the moment we kept our busy schedule going. We left for breakfast in the morning, to later on move on for work. And now, im finally home and im sitting down. 

But not for long. Soffe is coming over and who knows what happens next.

Embarrassing things happens to me too.

So i spend the night at Sofia's. 6 hours of sleep and the alarm clock rang. Time to get up, and drive.

I left for drivers Ed. and in one hand a had a h

alf empty smirnoff bottle and a pair of high heels. In my other hand i had a pack of cigarettes and my ID with a 20. My hair was all over the place and i still had my club-outfit - minus the shoes. 

And my teachers face, id do it one more time just to see it again. 

It was one of those nights.

Last night i came home from work, so excited about going out and wops. There was two new texts. No Monday partying for me... i was too young to get in. Too young?! Yea, thats bullshit. Im never too young to do what i want. So i made a few calls and guess what. 

We got in. 

It ended up being a pretty good night. Except the stormy weather that was going on outside of the club. I do not recommend anyone to go out when it rains and its windy. Especially not if you want to have your hair looking as pretty as it was before you left. 

But with crazy hair, makeup everywhere and not really any alcohol in our blood we still made it. We still had a blast - as always. Because thats just the way we roll. 

Thanks for a wonderful night Sofia. And lets have just as fun tonight. Because tonight, its going down again. It will be bad ass pool playing, chillout at Espresso House and maybe a beer or two - and why not a fish sandwich for the vegiterian :)

Happy Monday

Normally mondays suck! Its the first day of the week and its the longest wait until the weekend. You are exhausted from Saturdays partying and its harder than ever to get out of bed. 

Yes, i know how Mondays feel. But lucky me, im on summer break from school and all i have to worry about is a couple of hours at work and then, what to wear tonight. Because tonight its "finally monday" at a club here, downtown in Malmo. And guess whos going? 

Thats right. Me and my awesome bitches.

Alright... to the honest truth. We might not go. We havent really discussed it in a while and its def Monday today. So i might end up watching a movie in my porno room. 

Behind his lies

It could be work,

Too much to do,

Staying late, that’s fine.

 

It could be friends,

A beer night,

Just a long line.

 

Or why not family,

Maybe a dinner,

Or a glass of wine.

 

Things he forgot to tell,

Things he had to do,

Things that slipped his mind.

 

But not a thousand excuses are good enough,

To explain the perfume, or the lipgloss marks,

Because it’s obvious, there are the signs.

 

And I close my eyes,

I think it through and I realize,

He’s no longer only mine.

I love my sex.

And i love that song. It's bad ass, just like any other trance with good base, rhythm and sound. It reminds me of the weekends, the clubnights and the drunkin parties. It reminds me of the first time drinking, being underaged and scared. Being irresponsible and immature. But oh, i had fun. 

Winter formal night 07, it went down. Right girls? We keep talking about it as it happened last weekend. 

And that one song, satisfaction. It was on repeat all night. While fighting about cookies, while puking. Discussing who would drive home, playing games. Taking pictures, being wild. 

That is a night to remember forever and ever even though the liqueur erased most of the memories. 

Lucky us, there's always cameras.