All i know is, that what i am doing right now and the person that i have became - is not who i want to be. Im disappointed in myself. Being that, hurts more than knowing everyone else is too. Because when it comes down to it, its about how i feel towards myself that matters. And what hurts the most, is my own illusion about not being good enough.
The ironic thing, is that is my own standards that makes me feel this way. And there is an easy way out - lower the standards, because obviously theyre too high.
So this weeks challenge, is to start excepting im not born to be on top of the class. The only things i should be on top of, is a guy.
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