09 september 2008

A little too much, a little too fast

Headache, stomach pain and all other symptoms of stress. Maybe i work just a little too much, and maybe my grades are a little too good for me to be able to be happy at the same time. But once youre in the circle, its hard as hell to get out. What i mean is that im used to getting a certain amount of money every month and im used to a "well done" from the teachers. 
Not getting that, and not getting it on purpose - how could that make me happier? Well... i dont know, but what i do know is that i cant keep doing this bullshit anymore. 
Work or school, take a pic - both cant be a "well done. " At least not with a happy face. 

Fuck im sick of life. Why cant every night be like a Friday night? 
Why cant school be in an inspirational environment, with fun stuff?
Why does every thing has to be so BORING?!

Sick, sick and sick.
Tired.
And everything SUCKS.

THe dot over the I would be,
2900 happiness is not available for Swedish viewers. 
WHATS UP WITH THAT?!




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