Oh, it's all about the stripe.

Its when thoughts becomes reality. The difference between a cross and a stripe is just another stripe. One stripe that could change everything. Your whole world could be twisted around, turned upside down and your life, may never be the same. Just one single stripe away.

Its scary, the future, my life, and what will happen. What to do, when nothing seems right anymore, and you just cant figure out what comes next? I dont want to end up at that stage of life. I want to have it all under control. Thats simply why, im freaking out about the stripe. 

And can you really trust the stripe? It wouldnt be a pleasant surprise if it showed up in the wrong place, one less. It would be bad, very bad. Because when your trusting the stripe, its too late when you've realized it was nothing to trust. 

But hopefully, God will be watching over me and the stripe - making sure the result is trustable.