And i wonder, what i am supposed to do, when my heart wants one thing, and my mind another. And what am i supposed to do, when all i desire isnt meant to be. How do you leave something, that you want more than anything? How am i supposed to say goodbye, to the one and only ive ever loved?

My mind, my body, my whole spirit is going crazy - from not knowing what to do. Hey, i need destiny to help me out a little bit. Show me the way, and the path to walk.
Because im clueless.