Only for you, but for everybody to see

The difference between you and all the others, 

is that when i fell, you were the one who stood at the bottom with your arms ready to catch me,

and while many passed, you were the one to leave footprints on my heart.

I love the way i cant control myself around you,

and how no drugs gets me high the way your love does.

Theres nothing like you, nothing like what we have,

and thats what makes you special,

you bring out the best, and not many can manage to do that with me.

All reasons to why i chose you, 

where the strongest one is,

that i can proudly say that i love you,

and that you,

you love me back.

Drop the pounds and a couple of years too

Theres a new way to loose weight. Maybe not new for the world, but new for me. Its not the healthiest way and probably not the best either. But it works, and it works fast. A couple of days and you already look slimmer. 

And i wish i didnt know about it.

If i die today, i want to be remembered tomorrow.

What if i walk to soft, for my footprints to stick, to be found another day? What if i clean up, a little bit to much after my mess, so theres nothing left of me? And what if, i never talked highly enough to be heard, or dressed to crazy to be seen? Then, i'll be forgotten in a second. 

So, today i'll be stamping my feet into the ground and i just wont put my dirty plates in the dishwasher - neither will i throw my empty gum raps in a trash can instead of the ground. I'll be screaming so you'll hear me, across the ocean and outfitted in a neon, glowing dress. Because i wont take being forgotten. 

If i die,

they're gonna remember me. 

Its time for the big spring- cleaning day.

A new fresh start, is something me and my body would need. Another make-over, to make things good again. Because this lifestyle is freaking me out. 

I would like to sort some things out. Clean the mess up.

And im gonna do my best, as always, to get the job done.

First of all, there's a huge closet that needs to be taken care of. Clothes to throw out, to make place for the new ones. 

Then, i have my room - which just needs rehab. Looks like the 3rd world war in here. And it sucks to be the one responsible to it. 

After that, ill try to do most of my homework (that should have been done weeks ago), get myself a relaxing bath with spa- treatments and some cold champagne. 

Last but not least, ill be dealing with some people in my life, who shouldnt be there. How horrible it might sound, a real friend - is no one who doesnt care. And too many out of the people from my phone list, matches up with that. And im not okay with it anymore. They're fired. 

Now, im gonna get a good night sleep so that i can wake up, fresh free and fly tomorrow - ready to kick ass. 

It sucks to have secrets. I mean, sometimes, it makes you feel very special - like your the chosen one when somebody tells you a secret. But keeping one and having one are two different things.

Yesterday was mine and my boyfriends one month thingy. And he's just a cutie! Food, candles and a bracelet on the menu. I love having a boyfriend. I mean, just as much as i miss being single, i dont regret being in a relationship. Because theres someone, you share evrything with. Who have  seen you at your worst and your best. Who admires you, loves you and who you can hold on to. Theres always a shoulder to cry on and a laugh to share. 

Being someones someone, is the greatest gift of all.